001_ (STOP TRYNA BE WHITE)
J!REH
They use this as an excuse. Like, you know, I'm saying, I don't know. It's just like, it's, it's hard to explain. And the thought it's right on the tip of my tongue its it right there, like, niggas hate being lumped in with niggas, and to not sound like I hate being a part ….. like and to not I sound like I hate myself, and you remind me of myself, I'm gonna make it sound like you ain't do good enough, and I did good enough, so I ain't one of y'all mother fuckers, it ain’tI got shit to do with me, and you don't deserve and, you know, I'm saying I deserve what I got, and you deserve what you got, because I work hard and I'm one of the good ones. And like, shut the fuck up. You know, I'm saying, Am I making sense? Yeah, yeah.
LIV
Looking at, you know, white mommy, white daddy. He's like, look, look, look, I eat all my vegetables. Why do I have to go to my room? You like, you know, and they spend, you know, they have spent. That's also one of the like, one reason that like people talk about is, like, why black people with certain like, like, economic status, educational status, they resent and hate other black people, poor black people, because they been, you know, of course, they're ostracized from, you know, you know, by white people, of course, for being black. And they really look at the black community. They're also kind of, you know other black people are saying officer them, because they can tell that. You know you don't like me. You think you're better than me. And like, How dare you Yeah, they don't feel
J!REH
at home. They don't feel at home anywhere. Yeah,
LIV
it's like, how dare you reject me. You know what I'm saying, yeah, how dare you reject me? You know. You know, for for advice, bitch,
J!REH
you should be asking me for a course and asking me to tell you how to how to rise and grind you asking me about this BT show. Yeah, they just hate themselves and and, you know, by was it by Part C, everybody else, but, you know, in relation to everybody,
LIV
I spend so much time, you know, I was like, I was writing the injured, like, part of this book called Negro land. It was about this girl, this black lady who grew up, you know, like a rich black girl, like the 50s and 60s, and like how her parents spent so much time making sure that they were she was a respectable young lady. And, like all so much, like image focused insane things, you know I'm saying
J!REH
she's a black she's a Lego and
LIV
she's a black lady, and she grew up, you know, she's black and parents are black. There were, you know, Dad was a doctor. I was a housewife. They were young, wealthier, black family. And, like, how much like, they focus on their image. And like,
J!REH
yeah, you know, they're other black people, like, Everybody Hates Chris. We don't do anything. We gotta type it, yeah? Like,
LIV
respectability, you know, making sure, like, you know, I always look good. My hair is always done. I'm a proper lady. I go to the right schools. I marry the right man. You know what I'm saying? Like, so fixated on that, you know, I'm reading it because
J!REH
it's usually like, I also what happened to those what happens to those people? And we're like, do they fade into obscurity? Like, niggas just stop, like, because don't care. I think about,
LIV
yeah, I think, I mean, I'm gonna get paid to obscurity. Like,
J!REH
I mean, they become politicians,
LIV
yeah? Like, yeah, their grandchildren become politicians. They, you know, they go work at legacy media and speak for other black people. Yeah, they become the Negro whisperer, and then they resentful. Because I don't really, I don't know how to whisper the negroes,
J!REH
but I know how to speak to, yeah, but, and I know how to speak to the desire, like the the desire of the white proximity, desire of niggas. So, you know, I'm saying desirability as you decide, of niggas. You know? I'm saying I know how to speak to the black excellence, desirability that everybody has expressing black person. Yeah, exactly. And it's like, I can and not, not even just two white people. I'm saying, like, you always say like, I said they can utilize their like, their position. To speak to the that part in every black person, you know, I'm saying that little piece of every black person, that aspiration put, you know, I'm saying, like, yeah, and they, that's
LIV
part of the, like, some of that shit. Part of it is, I like, I guess I'm like, I guess I'm, like, a black woman's perspective is, like, part of it is, like, all that, like, conservative, like, femininity guru bullshit. You know, I'm saying there's a lot of, like, failed black debutantes on tick tock. You know,
J!REH
failed black debutantes, yeah,
LIV
oh shit, bullshit. You know what I'm saying on there? Yeah? You know,
J!REH
dance, dance daughters. And, you know, pageant, pageant queens. I got no time about all, yeah, you know, do you just have it girls, the, the it girl, ideal idea pushes, yeah, it's like the, you know,
LIV
they push a lot of respectability, I guess where a lot of the like, like the baby mama bullying is coming From. You know, I'm saying, you know, it's like it's over, like, over correction from certain shit. It's like it's all these, like, you know, as like the debutante black, the black debutante types, who, you know, they pretend to love being a black woman, but they hate, you know, they despise and resent. You know, are the image of the general public has of us, you know, I'm saying like I'm not a baby mama. I would never have a man's case if he would have married to me. I- Im Not a loud ghetto black bitch.
